heys was studying when something's bothering me..
just can't stop thinking abt it.
yea my result suxlahh..
i told my mum way before that i failed two subjects
i gt to see her so happy today ..
i can't tell her abt just now..
HAIZZZZZZZZZZ

if i tell her she's reli gonna be disappointed,
looking back i realised my mum has always been so loving & we seem to be burdenING her.
no matter how i tried not to , it still burdens her.
LOL although we may argue sometimes things can get back to the way it was.
hmm heard that virgo & aquarius can't reli get along.
but that was kind of true before my mum had me..
since she had an aquarius daughter i guess she learn how to get along haha.
i tend to blame myself for seeing her like this sometimes.

currently listening to akon song - sorry,blame it on me


"i understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me "
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MAMA

She used to be my only enemy and never let to be me free,
Catching me in places that I know I shoudn't be,
Every other day I crossed the line,
I didn't mean to be so bad,
I never thought you become the friend I never had,

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
All that you did was love,
Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
My friend,


I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashame to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
About the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility,