OUh wow. haha yesterday i dreamt Ms Lee came to our class for a visit.
we seem to have so much fun. laughing with her..
i remembered she was wearing a white t-shirt.
LOL. its just a dream. sigh yupp. just a dream.a very funny one . i miss her.
i'm sure we all do. just hope she's doin fine.
today goin to do school work all the way.
taking my weekends as a chance to stay up late & do school work.
my art. sheesh 1 sketch is so damn hard to complete??
so long neva shade . that's why.
i did one pathetic sketch yesterday nite. wat the fuck lahh..
& my stupid sickness is back. it just gets worst when i'm stress. Fuck this sickness.
listening to Backstreetboys again. new video is up.
helpless when she smiles. put it as my blog song.


She keeps her secrets in her eyes
She wraps the truth inside her lies
And just when I can't take what she's done to me
She comes to me
And leads me back to paradise

She's so hard to hold
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A wreckless fire in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

Maybe I'd fight it if I could
It hurts so bad, but feels so good
She opens up just like a rose to me
When she's close to me
Anything she asked me to, I would

Out of control
But I can't let go

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A wreckless fire in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles

When she looks at me (When she looks at me)
Get so weak

I'm a house of cards in a hurricane
A wreckless fire in the pouring rain
She cuts me and the pain is all I wanna feel
She danced away just like a child
She drives me crazy, drives me wild
But I'm helpless when she smiles