Happy birthday Maisarah ! yay yay you're 17 !
yea yesterday after school went around looking for a suitable gift.
bought a Genitically modified animal soft toy LOL not sure if it's a horse or cow.
but it's red. maisarah's favourite colour =).
then for the past 2 days. imah sab mai syaf intan
had came to my house for a short raye. hahahahah
this morning was fun. haha had to wake ppl up by calling.
LOL was so afraid that imah couldn't wake up
coz she didn't answer my calls. but lol she was alredi bathing.
woke up at 6.30 to have breakfast at MacDonalds at 7 am.
with Maisarah imah Syafiqah. Jia Min & Xinhui.
i took this picture coz i realised, imah is still 16 ! haha
she say she has to go through this cycle every year haha


Then we made our way to school for geog... laughing a lot.
torturing imah's evil voodoo doll. lol. she was going through development.
then me and syaf listen to the mcfly song when doing geog qns.
after geog went home had to change and made my way to my uncle's house.
and then my cousins came today !! whee. !
To Jihah good luck for your o levels too yea ! all the best.
then my mum's friends came.it'll be the last year she's teaching,
mum's going to look for other teaching job next year.

well today is also my fustrating, sad day. yea i got fed up at home.
sigh i do appreciate what i have now. Thank you God. but i have to vent it out.
i got over it like a very very very very long long time after my cousins left.
dun worry i've learn to contol my anger. but have to control my tears when i'm angry
no need to say what fully happen. i've been through this cycle everytime.
& i'm damn tired of it. it's torturing, insulting & my heart aches a lot.
doesn't mean i'm not there i dun hear what she was saying to dad.
just one question, is it really that fucking hard to understand?
i helped my ass off for them everyday even though
sometimes it's not really important and it's only for 10 minutes.
all i ask was a little of time off since i've helped the whole day.
yet its so damn difficult to be done? i'm left with less than 2 weeks till O levels!
there she goes with her HURTFUL words again. yet i continued with the helping
say she ask to do a little thing also cannot be done. i'm like? .
aren't the free brothers there to help? they gt nuthing to do.
Sigh to her asking a small thing can become such a big thing.
isn't she doing the same to me? i was there to help her almost everyday .
& please don't compare me to her. i'm not her & you know that well !
i find it very very very insulting.. super duper insulting.
& bro. honestly.. it's totally unfair to me. i'm very upset about it.
i did everything i could for you when you used to be in my position right now.
all u did now was go out, come back sleep. talk on the phone at whee hours.
u manage to go to poly . now it's my turn. i have a future yet to be made !
forgod sake make my life less miserable can? i dun want to screw up this big exams!!

sigh.. & to you MR. i have two words for you. FUCK YOU !
what a jerk..