i got a call today receiving a sad news.
My Great Grandmother passed away.
Inalillah Wa Inalillahi Ra'jiun . May she rest in peace
so i called mum and dad to tell them.
" My Grandmother? " when dad said that i suddenly felt like crying.
eventually i was in tears. I really respected her.
I just recalled the times she always advice me and my siblings
it was a very very long time ago when we're young abt
the good and wrong stuff & the way she held my hand
while she was on the bed being sick in the room.
listening to conversation between her and my parents when we came to visit.
...hmm she had lived over 90 years. it's so sad.
well ppl grow up and when we're old we die.
well idk what plan is happening later on .
Mum says she's already there.

Hours later another bomb dropped on me.
not gonna elaborate here..but it makes me feel sadder.
sad till i didn't laugh when i was watching who's line is it anyway.
reli i'm just praying my restless road will end soon.
hopefully good news is coming my way.
hasn't been really a great year. sigh.. so not in the mood