OK for this one whole day i've been trying to pull myself together.
been doing so much thinking. When things don't go your way.
Always ALWAYS be prepared for plan B.
actually my plan B is like a bit mixed up but it's going to a path.
right. i'll accept what has happened.
if something good happen along the way
then it will be an absolute pleasant suprise. but not hoping on it.
ok .. was speechless abt it. it took me long to be emotional.
coz hey it happened like the 3rd time already.
somehow i felt as if the path i'm going now
is the kind of the same path that my mum took .
wow i guess i am becoming more like her slowly and slowly.
besides nagging like her and being a little vain like her.
but look how unbelivably successful she became. key : confidence.
i might be kinda softy but hey not exactly a quiter.
it's not the end of the world . there are others probably like me now.
yes .. this is such a despondent situation. i wish that it was a dream.
or if it's April Fools' Day. then " April fools !" it was a joke or something.
i'm thinking as many as possible of logical reasons
coz the replys are like saying it so effortlessly.
it's like they aren't checking at all.
oh sigh. told ya not really a great year.
& i really need to stop staring at cat food or fishball .
coz it makes me think of smokey ( real name - titi ? ) more =(
she responds when i say smokey.
aite i'm currently am using a little of plan B now. just did lol
c how it goes. cyahs





happy advanced 20th Bdae ABU ! and hell tmr is April Fools' Day.