yes it's friday. somehow it didn't start well in the morning.
halfway through the lesson i received a msg from mum.
& it really did affected my mood all the way.
to make it worse K2 crystal was so.. -.-''. i'm angry with all of them.
like stupid kids boycott syafiq. purposely find fault with Syafiq.
of course he would feel angry and starts being rough towards them.
when fahmy cried coz he threw the pencil at him.
i simply ignored his complain and whining. coz why?
he was the one disturbing syafiq and dared him to do so. grr.
they gossip infront of him thus their work won't even be completed.
other than that i was indeed extremely angry with syafiq too.
the spelling part. until michelle came in . i think she heard me scolding.
i did pulled syafiq out of class too. i was really in the extreme angry mood.
yah whatever call me EVIL. i will curse you all like hell if you say that.
i'm not joking this time round..
i have to keep every class quiet coz my chinese teacher is pregnant..

afternoon period was still moody. but not so much.
i was like staring into blank spaces. was in tears but wiped it off.
so the kids won't spot it. idk to be angry at myself of feel sad for myself?
seriously i don't know what does sad and angry feels like anymore esp when i cry.
i'm even too sad/angry to speak at home.
anyways i have sent my application to RTRC. waiting for a call before september.
and Rachel didn't come. My Chinese teacher had to go check up.
so i relief & released the afternoon class thus cancel my k1 language class.
now i just hope for the better. & do my lesson evaluation wk 3. now eff off.

i've said this before.. it's when i want to smile but i have to sigh.